winter-child


I've been trying to convince my shadow that I'm someone worth following.


I am mentally slapping myself. // Thursday, February 23, 2012
Assalamualaikum. Hey guys. It's been a while. Sorry for the other day's short update. I was too mad to spill out the details. So I kinda let out my anger through that short post. Hihi.

The other day I tried out for the English debate team. Guess what? I made the team! I didn't make the team! Yeah, seriously. Blame me for being me, I was kinda nervous okay. I just sat there and watched the other debaters until my senior; Umar asked me if I had a point. I stood up and was stuttering like ASDFGHJKL. I guess it was obvious because I was suddenly interrupted by Umar. He was like "Okay. Farisha, why don't you rub your palms together? It always help me when I'm nervous." I thought, Gee, thanks. My palms are sweaty enough already. But he was just being thoughtful, so I shook the thought off. I stated my point and earned a compliment from Umar HEHE. But I know he was just being nice, because my point was total crap. Thank you Umar, for being so nice to me. Even though I didn't make the debate team. Even though my performance was pathetic and just wasted your time. Thank you so much, Umar. Somehow, I just needed it. Hmm. After a while I had to leave, and so I did. The next day, Sooyoung Aiesyah broke the news to me. I didn't make the team. She tried out too, along with my other classmate Raef. But they didn't make the team either. :( It's okay, we'll get ‘em next year insyaAllah. Anyway, even if I made the team I couldn't participate because this Saturday they're having a meeting and well, this Saturday I'm booked at KLIA. 8AM sharp. But still, I'd be lying if I wasn't at least a little disappointed. I was even more tormented during assembly this morning, a teacher was giving some announcements and suddenly "Attention to all students involved in english debate, please blahblahblah..." T.T

My monanisa and adik sayaaa. x)
Hi. Look who I stumbled into during my little visit to my old school, ABIM. It's kinda weird how we met at ABIM, seeing how that's where we grew close in the first place. When I caught a glimpse of her I ran towards her like some psychopath going after a tuna sandwich lol. It took her a while to register who I was though, probably because that was the first time seeing me in the public school uniform. I don't blame her though, after all these years she must have been so used to seeing me wear a yellow tudung and a yellow baju kurung joined with a brown skirt. Hehe.

On the right is her sister, and also my pet sibling hehe. You know, I'm honestly touched by her effort to text me. I mean, she texts me all the time. But me, being the super stingy jerk never replies because my credit balance is always below zero. Dear, I'm so sorry. I even changed my number and didn't tell you. I hope you didn't take it to heart. Oh I don't actually know how I grew close with her, most probably because of my bond with her older sister, but whatever the reason was, I'm really glad we grew close. I remember during the last few days in ABIM, me and her would text each other, even though we were only two rooms away!

Adibah Kamilah && Aneesah Amani.
The cutest cupcakes in the world. Funny how we grew close, it was actually because I was close with their older brother, Ameer Fahmi, who happens to be my former classmate. I actually thought that distance and time would make things awkward between us, but I was proven wrong when Aneesah asked for a piggy-back ride lol.


My juniors. (: Back from the left; Nadhirah & Aina. Front from the left; Aliya, my pet sibling Shakirah, Azyan, Ummi comel and Sharifah.

Assalamualaikum. x)

Aiesyah Eyy Cantik, Happy birthday. May Allah bless you always. Me love you like a love song babeh. :D